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    A Miracle Through My Struggles

    On January 7, 2023, I woke up to complete blindness in my right eye and only about 10 percent vision in my left eye. The world had suddenly faded to gray—literally. Color and light were gone. I was left in darkness, fear, and doubt. As an artist, all I ever wanted to do was add to the beauty of the world through art—a passion I have had nearly my entire life. What would I do if I could no longer see, participate in, or appreciate beauty in the world? A few days earlier, my eyes became sensitive to light, and sharp lines of light began flashing in my vision. Concerned, I…

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    It’s not much of a story, or a miracle. Still, It’s a hammer stroke that helped forge my testimony in God. I think I was 10, and I was playing a Sherlock Holmes computer game. It was one of those old games where you clicked on the screen, and if it was there was a clue there, it would light up. I had been looking for clues to get through a locked door for what felt like hours (it was probably only a few minutes). It felt impossible, and I was ready to give up. I remember saying a prayer, asking Heavenly Father to help me find a clue. Within…

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    A Prayer of a Child

    Some years ago, some close friends of ours loaned us their cabin in Island Park, Idaho. When we arrived at the cabin, we found that the key that we had been given to unlock the front door didn’t work. We tried to undo windows and pry open screens, all to no avail. Suddenly our son Steven, who was about seven years old at the time, shouted to us that he had just successfully opened the front door. Steven, with a big grin on his face, was standing triumphantly inside the front doorway. I was amazed. I asked him how he did that. He responded with wonderful, childlike spontaneity: “I bowed…

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    Abide In Faith

    While serving in Guatemala as a missionary for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, Randall Ellsworth survived a devastating earthquake, which hurled a beam down on his back, paralyzing his legs and severely damaging his kidneys. He was the only American injured in the quake, which claimed the lives of some eighteen thousand persons. After receiving emergency medical treatment, Elder Ellsworth was flown to a large hospital near his home in Rockville, Maryland. While he was confined there, a newscaster conducted with him an interview that I witnessed through the miracle of television. The reporter asked, “Can you walk?” The answer, “Not yet, but I will.” “Do you…

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    Finding Him

    Last summer I had a chance to go to a Toby Mac concert.  I’m a lover of christian music and so I couldn’t wait!  I enlisted my two daughters to go with me and, since we all grew up listening to christian music, they were in. It was a little different than what I expected.  I was the minority being a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, but listening to Toby Mac was incredible. In the middle of the concert, Toby got a break and they brought in a preacher.  He was all about saving the children in Ethiopia.  He had been there and could…

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    That Darn Cold

    Two weeks ago, my husband got sick with a nasty cold.  It was not just sniffles.  It was full blown fever, chills, heaviness in his chest.  He thought he could die. It was that bad.  Hey.  It happens.  We all get sick sometimes.  The problem was timing.  We had a daughter getting married and it was important that he could show up and support her. As this cold dragged on, the realization that being there was becoming bleak.  With the wedding in two days, we were still waiting for the fever to break, a sign that he was getting better. The day before the wedding, I had the thought to…

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    Miracles Through Death

    One of the hardest things to go through in this life is losing someone. Especially a child.    Our oldest got invited to a sleepover birthday celebration for one of his friends.  That night, as most boys do, they stayed up playing games and eating junk food. Early in the morning they decided to go swimming in a reservoir close to his friend’s home. Having been up all night, they made it out about 100 feet and then realized they were exhausted and decided to swim back.  All of the boys made it back except one.  My son.  As they looked around, they realized that he wasn’t with them and they…

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    Help Through Prayer

    When I was a young resident physician at Boston Children’s Hospital, I worked long hours and traveled between the hospital and our home in Watertown, Massachusetts, mostly by bicycle since my wife and young family needed our car. One evening I was riding home after a long period in the hospital, feeling tired and hungry and at least a bit discouraged. I knew I needed to give my wife and four small children not only my time and energy when I got home but also a cheery attitude. I was, frankly, finding it hard to just keep pedaling. My route would take me past a fried chicken shop, and I…

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    Who Filled The Font

    After missing a bus in Nairobi, Kenya, my companion and I decided to share the gospel with everyone we saw while waiting for another bus to our area.  We talked to over 400 people. One of them was Benard, who worked construction nearby.  We gave him a Book of Mormon and challenged him to read it daily and ask God if it was true. Four months later, I was transferred to Nairobi.  At my first sacrament meeting there, I saw Benard.  He had since been baptized and ordained to the Aaronic Priesthood. Benard excitedly invited us to visit his home and teach his wife, Megan.  As we met with Megan,…

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    Thank God for Redirected Prayers

    I had the coolest experience today. I was thinking about this house we are planning to build. It’s really been a strain. We’ve gone back-and-forth, over and over about if we should do it or not. Today, which is Sunday, I thought, “Well, let me really go pray about this.” I went to my bedside and knelt down. (My husband was not home.) I then began to pray about the house and I did so for maybe 3 or 4 minutes, when my son’s name came to mind. Suddenly I was filled with a great desire to pray for him. I began to ask the Lord what I could do…